tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3201426747815183952024-03-08T11:43:36.674-08:00My First MileMarthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.comBlogger31125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-83838745557853394832011-01-19T09:48:00.001-08:002011-01-19T10:47:38.562-08:00Back At ItIt has been a long time since I blogged, but with most of the recovery from my broken ankle behind me, I believe it is time to write again. When I signed off, I said I would be working on a book. But I didn't. There were lots of reasons why I didn't; for example, drinking coffee until 11:00 am each morning is a lot less stressful than writing a book. In fact I did very little, except have fun during my break. Despite my infirmity, I did lots of traveling in a wheel chair, cookie baking, and grand parenting. But now, with the new year well underway, I want to again address my goal of running a mile. And, I might just write a book too.<br /><br />I am returning to my exercise plan of four blocks of exercise per day, five days per week. Saturday and Sunday are reserved for watching sports on TV and general lallygagging. (For those of you who don't remember a block in my system is twenty minutes of any kind of continuous movement.) ( For those of you who are too young to remember the word "lallygagging" it means messing around.) Right now I am at two blocks per day. I am working gradually up to an ideal schedule that would be something like this:<br /><br /> Monday: 2 blocks Stretch Class/ 2 blocks treadmill Tuesday: 2 blocks lap swimming, 1 block water walking,1 block deep water cycling Wednesday: 2 blocks <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Tai</span> Chi/ 2 blocks tread mill<br /> Thursday: same as Tuesday<br /> Friday: 2 blocks <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Zumba</span>/ 2 blocks treadmill<br /><br />I have joined the local Senior Citizens Center, so the classes are inexpensive, and access to the treadmill is free. This is one reason I love living in Montgomery County, Maryland -- we invest in social capital..... but that is a topic for a whole other blog. In any case, I enjoy going to the Center because it makes me feel young and healthy. Most everyone else there seems to be suffering from a disease that makes them shake or be rigid. I know is not nice to make myself feel better by comparing myself to older, sick folks, but I can't help it. Besides, I like many of these shaky or stiff people. They are funny and lively. And the gentlemen notice that I paint my toe nails.<br /><br />Today is Wednesday so I went to a drop-in, free <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Tai</span> Chi class. This is the first time I have tried <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Tai</span> Chi and the continuous slow movement is more difficult than it looks. My instructor is Lennie, a spry guy who moves without any hitches. My favorite parts of the class are the moves during which you kick or punch. I guess I must have a lot of pent up aggression. I also like the terms that Lennie uses, for example: "address the monkey" and "salute the lady at the bus stop." I signed up for an hour class, but I can only count it as 2 blocks because we took a ten minute break in the middle and Lennie likes to visit with his students; however, I did break a sweat and feel like I have done something with my body, so I am happy.<br /><br />So, there you have it. I am back working toward my goal of running a mile and writing about it. I can't wait until Spring so I can get back on the track.Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-6529263625320651612010-05-12T10:43:00.000-07:002010-05-12T10:45:40.998-07:00Taking a BreakI am taking a break from blogging <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">because</span> I am starting to write a book. I should return in mid June. Hope you will check out this site then. M.Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-11109640222461370952010-04-20T07:24:00.000-07:002010-04-22T08:00:29.180-07:00The Joy of Seeing My LegLast Friday I went to a new <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">orthopedist</span> and he took off my old cast and gave me a new removable cast. He also said that I could now put weight on my ankle as long as I use the walker. It is great to be able to walk again. Every thing seems to work better -- digestion, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">circulation</span>, and mind-- just because I can remain in an upright <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">position</span> for part of the day. I can also go up the two stairs to the kitchen, which means I won't starve to death if left alone for several <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">hours</span>.<div><br /></div><div>But the best part of this transformation is getting <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">reacquainted</span> with my left leg. I missed seeing it. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">When</span> the removable cast is taken off, there it is, like a long lost <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">friend</span>. My foot skin is pealing, but my incisions are closed and there is only a minor atrophy of the calf muscles. I am due to start physical therapy soon, but in the meantime, I love letting the sun shine on my leg and wiggling my toes. My ankle is really stiff and painful to move or rotate, but at least it is attached to my foot at a normal angle again, and I am hopeful that one day I will be on the track again without Comet II.</div><div><br /></div><div>The happiness of seeing my leg has led me to consider, that for a fat person, I quite like my body. First of all, on a practical level, it seems to work. I have borne children, breast fed them, carried them on my back for long distances, and, more recently, camped and swam in ice cold rivers with my grandchildren. On the aesthetic level, I have pretty feet, fairly unwrinkled decolletage for a sixty year old, and thick wavy hair that shines in the sun. I don't sunburn. My skin turns a toasty warm color in the summer. I could list all the negative things about me, but I won't. I think that fat people, like all people, should be happy with the good physical attributes they are fortunate enough to receive.</div><div><br /></div><div>But being in a wheelchair and now a walker is not as positive an experience. I have adapted reasonably well to the physical limitations ( I attribute this to an innate ability to spend hours on the couch <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">engrossed</span> in house shows and sports on the tube). But the emotional side has been tough. At first I tried being stoic and cheerful, but this lead to my family assuming I could be left alone for hours on end. Eventually <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">feelings</span> of not being able to express feelings overwhelmed me and I had a cry day. This alerted my family that I needed more TLC. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">Hence,</span> I have a rotating <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">schedule</span> of family care with breaks filled in by a wonderful neighbor of Rose and Mario, who visits frequently bringing a burst of <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">energy</span> and optimism with her. She is someone who has <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">overcome</span> obstacles through <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">perseverance</span>, courage, and super <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">organizational </span>skills. Her <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">personality</span> is just what the doctor ordered.</div><div><br /></div><div>So now I am off to the shower where I will wash my leg and rinse it for a long time with a stream of hot water. I never realized what joy a limb could bring.</div><div><br /></div>Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-57126601451203050932010-04-01T15:08:00.001-07:002010-04-01T17:22:24.652-07:00Recovering at HomeI am recovering at home after spending about 2 weeks in hotels so that our downstairs bathroom could be remodeled into a full bath that is handicapped accessible. Mario, my son-in-law, rounded up a crew of his friends from the construction industry, and produced a little jewel. It must be the world's most elegant small, handicapped bathroom. In my wheel chair, which I have named Comet II, in honor of my favorite childhood horse, I can roll right in and use the facilities without assistance, which is great, since I am dependent on others for just about everything else.<div><br /></div><div>After my surgery, I was told to stay off my ankle for six weeks. Since I am too old and heavy to use crutches, I can choose between using a walker with which I can hop on my good leg about 15 feet before resting, or Comet II, in which I can, glide nimbly around the lower level of my house including the new bathroom. You can see why I am fond of Comet II.</div><div><br /></div><div>For the first few days at home I slept on the couch in the family room, which was very comfortable, but a little lonely at night, with Joe snoring loudly in the comfort of our king size bed upstairs. Then the Contour Bed arrived. Purchased for small fortune, it is a king size marvel with two extra long twin <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">mattresses</span> on the bottom. Each mattress has a separate control which can lift electrically the head or foot, and give a very ineffective vibrating massage. So now Joe is downstairs with me. I have my feet elevated above my heart (to reduce <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">swelling</span>), and my head raised slightly to reduce acid reflux. The sixties are obviously a decade of multiple health problems for me. </div><div><br /></div><div>Being in a wheel chair with a broken ankle is a very interesting experience. I am able to cope with the pain with deep breathing, relaxation, and, truth be told, the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">occasional</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">percocet</span>. But what really bugs me is the loss of privacy. Between Mario's crew, visiting well-wishers, the kids and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">grand kids</span>, and Allyson and Joe, I am surrounded by people during my waking hours. This is very difficult because I usually spend part of each day alone, thinking and daydreaming.</div><div><br /></div><div>The other upsetting issue is coping with loosing the fitness I have fought so hard to gain. For the first few weeks after the accident, I had trouble eating, but now my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">appetite</span>, especially for sweets, has returned with full force and I am fighting to control it. My upper body is getting pretty strong from lifting my weight around, but my core and butt muscles are deteriorating. Tomorrow, if the weather is nice, I am hoping to take Comet II to the track and do some <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">cardio</span> work. In the meantime, I must go lie on the couch with my leg above my heart and watch HDTV.</div>Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-66337635351289668302010-03-17T15:56:00.000-07:002010-03-17T17:48:31.717-07:00Broken Ankle in OrlandoThis time I have a really good excuse for not blogging. On Friday, in Orlando Fl., I slipped on a non moving outdoor escalator while it was raining and landed in a hurdle position. My right leg went to the front and was fine, but the foot on the back, left leg was turned at an unnatural angle and the ankle immediately swelled to twice its normal size. I managed to get both legs pointing forward and worked my way down each step on my butt until I sat at the bottom. There, several passerbys helped me to a patio chair while Joe got ice and Allyson stood at the top of the escalator so no one would start down and fall on top of me.<div><br /></div><div>We called 911 and two very friendly paramedics arrived and took me by ambulance to Dr. Phillip's hospital. Dr. Phillips was not a MD, but rather an agronomist who owned huge orange groves, which he had the foresight to sell to local developers before the Florida citrus industry was destroyed by citrus greening and citrus rust. He donated quite a lot of money to build a very pretty modern, private hospital, which seemed extremely clean and quiet compared to those in the DC area. Everything was done efficiently. Miraculously, M.D.s appeared as soon as I asked for them, and mobile X-ray and ultrasound equipment came and went on a moment's notice.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>In the emergency room, the hospital orthopedist appeared quickly to examine my X-rays and tell me that on a scale of to 1-1o, my ankjle injury was a 12. He said I would probably suffer complications including blood clots and infections and would need mulitple surgeries to correct the multiple breaks, and broken ligaments. I would never be the same again because arthritis would set in.</div><div><br /></div><div>He asked me if I would like a pain shot which I gladly accepted, hoping it would help me deal with Dr. Optimism. I asked him a few questions, saying that I generally healed well and was sure I would be able to sustain, at least a diminished life style after many months of painful healing. I asked him if he was a Board Certified Orthopedic Surgeon. He said I was asking the wrong quesions, but replied that he was, and produced a card that said he specialized on the knee. I joked between holding back sobs that I hoped he could extend his expertise a little lower on the body. By this time, Joe was furious and wanted to punch him for making me cry. I composed myself enought to ask about the timing of the surgery. He said this was a much better question and that the next day would be best. With this I signed the surgical conset form and and the upbeat bone man left the room. </div><div><br /></div><div>Various technicans and a charming cardiologist then appeared to asses if my general health was good enough for surgery. I haven't had time to blog about it, but I had my annual physical last week. All the results were good. My coleseterol was down to 200 and my fasting blood sugar was 98. I had lost, according to the Dr.'s records, lost 10 libs in the last five months. So, fortunately, my general health is good. Several of the technicians and nurses who were coming in and out asked how I was doing, and I replied not bad considering the terrible prognosis I just received from the orthopedist. The EKG technician replied "Oh, he was probably just in a bad mood. Sometimes we think he is bipolar."</div><div><br /></div><div>I was admitted to the hospital and after a sleepless night, prepped for surgery the next afternoon. Looking back on this, I wonder why I trusted Dr. Positive with my life and limb. The best I can explain is that something in his demeanor made me like him. Intuitively, I thought he was a nice guy, who just wanted to make sure I didn't go through life blaming HIM for my bum ankle. Or at the very worst he was trying to paint a bleak picture so I wouldn't be surprised with a bad result from surgery and and sue him. In short, I thought he was sensitive to criticism.</div><div><br /></div><div>My surgery went well and Dr. Death was in a much better mood when I awoke. I only needed one plate and a few screws, and may not require another surgery he opined. I had a much better outcome than he had originally thought possible. </div><div><br /></div><div>While I was leaving the hospital on Sunday night he dropped by to sign my discharge papers. "So, what do you think ?" I asked. "Will it be three or six months until I am more or less recovered? "</div><div><br /></div><div>"I tell good looking patients like you three months," he replied with a twinkle in his eye. </div><div><br /></div><div>"Oh," I said grabbing his hand, "aren't you quite the charmer. Thank you so much for being such a good doctor and putting me back together." </div><div><br /></div><div>"Well, you were a wonderful patient," he murmured as he waved and disappeared out the hospital room door.</div>Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-50480659295126400582010-02-25T07:24:00.000-08:002010-02-25T09:13:09.349-08:00The Snow Ball EffectIt has been a long time since I have written and I blame the snow. Since I returned from Miami we have had two gigantic snow storms and several mild ones. This is the snowiest winter in Washington DC history, and even now, several weeks after the last big storm, huge piles of dirty, plowed snow line the streets and hamper walking. All the high school jogging tracks are still covered. I guess clearing them is the last thing the beleaguered school system is concerned about.<div><br /></div><div>My reaction to being snowed- in was normal. At first I enjoyed the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">snugly</span> log cabin feeling of a roaring fire, and the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">camaraderie</span> with Joe and Allyson, since none of us could leave the house. We never lost electric power, but Rose and her family, and Tami (Joe's sister) and her family took refuge with us when their power went out. We have a four wheel drive, so we were able to pick them up even though Tami and her family had to wade through waist deep snow to a main road since their street was impassable. It was great to have a full house. We all baked. Allyson made lemon <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">meringue</span> pie, Rose made her famous mince pie, and I made chocolate chip cookies "for the kids." </div><div><br /></div><div>The snowed clear a bit. Rose's and Tami's power went back on, and they went home. We made a grocery store run, and then the second storm struck. It was a real blizzard with howling wind and blowing drifts. We dug out again. The second time it was a lot less fun. Thankfully it turns out that Allyson and Joe are both quite <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">efficient</span> with a snow shovel. I did a minimal amount of shoveling and made my self useful by scraping off the car and pouring warm water on the windows to help defrost them. Aside from this activity, I did <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">absolutely</span> no exercise during the storms and continued to eat whatever I felt like eating. As the second storm lingered, I began to feel lethargic and penned-in. Finally, when the main roads were opened, I took the grandchildren skiing, two hours from here in <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">southern</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">Pennsylvania</span>. There, I walked <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">around</span> the snowy resort and got my first fresh air in days. It improved my mood, but not my eating habits. Since I no longer ski, I made myself comfortable in the lodge's Starbucks and sipped endless hot chocolates with whipped cream and non-fat lattes while eating cinnamon rolls and brownies. (Don't ask me why I even bothered with the nonfat part of the lattes.)</div><div><br /></div><div>Since I staked out a table with a couch in Starbucks for the most of the day, a steady stream of <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">strangers,</span> who were taking a break from skiing, asked me if they could share my table. They all seemed eager to talk. I guess big snow storms make people feel <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">sociable</span>. My first table mate was Steve, a friendly computer guy, who's wife was on bed rest expecting their second child. I heard the very sad tale of how they had lost their first son because he was born extremely prematurely. We bonded over tales of bed rest and anxiety, as I told him about the troubles my daughters had had with their <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">pregnancies</span>. Steve was very happy to meet Kenny and Lawrence who came bounding in periodically for snack money, all pink cheeked and the picture of health. I think their presence helped Steve believe a little bit more that all might end well with his wife's second <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">pregnancy</span>. We are in e-mail contact and I am eagerly awaiting for news of the birth of their daughter, whom they plan to name Sophia.</div><div><br /></div><div>Steve went back out for a few runs and my conversation with my next table mate seemed normal enough until she blithely told me, " I have a dead dog in my car." My eyes shot up from the book I was trying to read and I was all ears. It seems her beloved, huge (part Great Dane) mutt had had a seizure the night before and had died before they could get him to the vet. She and her husband struggled to get the 100 plus pound seizing beast into the back of their station wagon, when he expired. She called her vet and asked if they could bring the dog's body in to have him cremated, but the vet 's office was closed for a few days due to the snow storm. After discussing the pros and cons of removing the dog's body, they decided it would be OK to leave it in the car since it was so cold outside. That morning her husband was able to dig out and go to work in their other car. She was overcome with sadness and decided to cheer herself up by going skiing. So she drove the station wagon with the dog's stiff, straight-legged body to the ski resort and parked it in the parking lot. </div><div><br /></div><div>My immediate reaction was to be concerned that a parking lot attendant might spot the body and assume that some <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">negligent</span> pet owner had left a live animal in the car and it had frozen to death. But she assured me that she had covered him with his favorite blanket. After skiing she planned to drive over to an open space near Gettysburg, so he could <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">visit</span>, one last time, the field where he loved to run.</div><div><br /></div><div>After the ski adventures, things have gradually started to return to normal. The kids are finally back in school and both Allyson and Joe have returned to work. But, my eating habits have not changed, and I have consumed a whole box of Girl Scout thin mints, purchased from Gabriela, and a half of a very good carrot cake, purchased from Kenny's school fund raiser. Fortunately, the school misplaced the banana cream pie I also ordered. (If it is in the school building, I assume they will find it when it starts to smell.)</div><div><br /></div><div> I have, however, returned to exercise, even though it means walking up and down hills in my neighborhood on the street because lots of the side walks are still not cleared. I am stretching to get the kinks out from the hours I have spent on the couch watching the Olympics. It is great to be retired since I can stay up watching until after midnight every night and then sleep in each morning. During previous Olympics, I had to call in sick some days due to sleep deprivation.</div><div><br /></div><div>So now, like most Washingtonians, I can't wait for Spring. I want to start jogging again, and hope my healthy eating habits will fall back into place too. It is about time for my annual physical, the first since my retirement, and I am hoping that, despite my many setbacks, I am healthier than last year. I certainly feel a lot better.</div>Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-8867040192660378022010-02-04T06:20:00.000-08:002010-02-04T19:18:29.578-08:00Swimming and YogaI have just returned from a mini <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">holiday</span> in Miami with Joe. We stayed in the Eden Roc hotel. I would recommend this hotel to anyone, but <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">be sure</span> to ask for a room in the new Ocean Tower, where every room faces the incredible ocean. I love <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">Miami</span> Beach primarily <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">because</span> of the color of the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">water</span>. It is light <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">turquoise</span> and really feels like you are in the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">Caribbean</span>. Even a few miles north in Fort <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">Lauderdale</span>, the water begins to turn blue gray, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">foreshadowing</span> the blah color <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">it</span> will be when it reaches the shores of Maryland or <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">points</span> further north. The Eden Roc has four swimming polls that are kept at 88 degrees. I can imagine that in the summer months this might seem a bit warm, but in January it is heavenly. <div><br /></div><div>In Maryland, we are having an unusually snowy winter. My wonderful daughter Rose agreed to house sit and care for our dogs, while we were gone. (Allyson was at her daughter's house because her granddaughter, Genevieve, was having a successful <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">tonsillectomy</span>). Joe kept taking <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">photos</span> from our balcony and e-mailing them home, until we got a message from the snowed-in Rose, "DO NOT SEND ANY MORE PHOTOS." Poor Rose suffers from Seasonal Affective Disorder, so the photos of sunshine and water were just too much for her.<div><br /></div><div>I made full use of all the warm water the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">hotel</span> could offer. Each day I spent at <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">least</span> two hours submerged, swimming, and doing water walking forward, sideways, and backward. I stretched in the water and was incredibly <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">limber</span> because my joints were toasty warm. The <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">odd</span> thing for me is <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">that</span> when I am exercising in warm water, I totally loose track of time. Every other type of exercise makes me count the seconds until I can stop, but in the pool hours pass without me noticing. I think I enter a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">meditative</span>-type state in which a lot of the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">conscious</span> functions of <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39">my brain</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_40">including</span> anxiety and the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_41">Executive</span> Center function, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_43">finally</span> shut off. It feels so good to be without thoughts, and only feel the water pressure against my body. I need to go to hot places frequently so I can enter this state of mind <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_44">regularly</span>.</div><div><br /></div><div>When we got <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_45">home</span> there were several inches of new snow on the ground. I tired to go to the track with the boys before taking them to swim practice, but it had not been cleared and was covered with snow and ice. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_47">At</span> home, Allyson <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_48">suggested</span> that we try yoga. Molly, Allyson's daughter, gave me a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_49">beginning</span> yoga CD for <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_50">Christmas</span>. After struggling with three remote <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_52">controls</span> ( <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_53">how</span> I hate electronics), we managed to get it going. We <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_55">selected</span> the first section, "Poses." Although the two people on the CD were <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_57">moving</span> very slowly and calmly explaining the common mistakes people make in the beginning poses, I had a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_58">hard</span> time doing the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_59">standing</span> positions. My feet cramped and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_60">my</span> legs shook, and I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_61">had</span> to take <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_62">frequent</span> breaks. It is not only my weight that makes standing poses difficult, it is because my legs and feet naturally "turn-out" from the hip <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_63">down</span> and form a perfect first <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_64">position</span> for <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_65">ballet</span> class. I think they must have been molded in this <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_66">position</span> from all the horseback riding and ballet I did as a kid. So it is <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_67">extremely</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_68">uncomfortable</span> for me to stand with my feet facing forward in a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_69">parallel</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_70">position</span>.</div><div><br /></div><div>I did the best that I could, while <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_71">complaining</span> loudly to Allyson who ignored me, as she followed along with the CD with <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_74">relative</span> ease. Fortunately, the teacher on the CD began to show floor <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_77">positions</span>, and with <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_78">gravity</span> on my side, I did much better. I have a very <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_79">straight</span> back when I sit in on the floor and I can do most of the bending with ease. I did notice the right side of my spine, where I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_80">have</span> osteo-<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_82">arthritis</span> is less flexible than my left, but other than <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_84">that</span> I did quite well. The CD ended with the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_86">teachers</span> guiding us through several relaxation <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_87">poses</span> and guided breathing exercises. The room was quiet and the light was dim, and I found these very restful. When the CD ended, Allyson and I looked at each other and smiled. It had been a really good <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_89">experience</span> for both of us and we felt <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_90">accomplished,</span> relaxed and a little tingly in a good way. So now I am not only a jogger, I can also do yoga. Who knows what I will learn next?<br /><div><br /></div></div></div>Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-50162052593204705342010-01-20T16:26:00.000-08:002010-01-21T18:00:42.863-08:00Back on the TrackSince I have returned home, I have been struggling to get back on track with my exercise and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">healthy</span> eating. Yesterday I decided to try bribing myself. I made along list of things that I would like to have or do, and I told <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">myself</span> I could pick one, if I stayed on program for a week. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Apparently</span> this worked because yesterday and today, my eating has moderated, and I have started exercising again. Yesterday I stretched for a block and a half and then walked for half a block. Last night I didn't sleep well. Just this much <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">exercise</span> (40 minutes) had boosted by mood to the point of near <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">mania</span>. I went out to dinner and to the movie, <i>It's Complicated, </i>with Allyson. (Brief review: Although the semen line and the scene where they show up stoned at the engagement party were funny, if I had the Meryl Streep character's house and garden in Santa Barbara, I would be so entranced I wouldn't give Alec Baldwin, or God forbid Steve Martin, a second look). Then I was up until 1:00 AM (this is unheard of, I'm a morning <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">person.) I </span>cleaned out my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">purse, </span> organized my receipts from my trips, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">wrote</span> two thank you notes, and made hotel reservations for our next trip to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">Miami</span>. I wasn't the least bit tired, but I made myself go to bed. I tossed and turned all night. Exercise has this effect on me, at least for the first few days. It makes me extremely energetic. I also have been eating extremely well, thanks to Allyson who keeps preparing healthy snacks for me. <div><div><br /></div><div>Today I awoke at seven to take care of my granddaughter, Gabriela, since Joe is still out of town. (He usually likes to do this except for combing the tangles out of her hair). After I got her off to school, I crashed on the couch <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">until</span> 11:00 AM. This did not leave me with much time to do the deeds I set forth for today: (1) clean up the kitchen and put away everything on my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">counter tops</span> to create a smooth work surface 2). re-pot my bonsai jade tree in the container I bought in San Francisco (3) set up the paper white bulbs I received for Christmas, (4) <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">pick</span> up Kenny and Lawrence from school and take them to swim practice ( 5) walk for at least </div><div>two exercise blocks, and (6) write about it in my blog. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">Believe</span> it or not, I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">finished</span> this list. My kitchen looks the way <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">I</span> like it, and the sun room/conservatory has two new <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">inhabitants</span>. The little jade tree is very pretty, if I do say so myself.</div><div><br /></div><div>I squeezed the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">two</span> blocks of walking in between picking up the boys and dropping them at the pool. This was Allyson's idea and it worked like a charm. The high school track near <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">the boy's</span> house was open! This really cheered me up <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">because</span> I much prefer walking on a track to walking on terrain that goes up and down. The first time around the track my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">Achilles</span> tendons were <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_35">tight</span> and my legs felt very heavy, but they got lighter the longer I stayed with it. The <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">boys</span> jogged and did crunches in the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38">infield</span> and I kept <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39">moving</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_40">because</span>, although partially sunny, it was cold. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_42">By</span> the way, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_43">everyone</span> in N<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_44">orthern</span> California kept quizzing me about the weather here and asking how I can <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_45">stand</span> it, but I have <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_46">to</span> say I saw the sun only twice during my two weeks in the San <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_47">Francisco</span> Bay area. O.K., it is cold here, but at <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_48">least</span> the sun shines fairly regularly in the winter, and things are not deeply and constantly moist like they are on the north coast of California. </div><div><br /></div><div> As I was enjoying the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_49">sunshine</span> on my face as a turned the corner for the finish line on my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_50">second</span> lap on the track, I had the urge to jog. So I did for 32 strides. For reasons <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_51">unknown</span>, even to me, I chose to count the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_52">jogging</span> as four sets of 8 strides. I could feel my knees and lower back strain under my weight, but I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_54">finished</span> the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_55">first</span> set of 32 strides and nothing seemed out of place body-wise. I was not even breathing heavily. So I walked about a sixteenth of a mile more and tried the thirty two strides of jogging again. This time it actually felt OK, and not scary at all. By the time I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_58">finished</span> my workout I had jogged 32 strides four times. It is amazing how much faster you go <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_59">around</span> the track when <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_60">you</span> jog instead of walk. I felt like I was going at warp <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_61">speed</span>.</div><div><br /></div><div>And why was I able to do this today and not before? B<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_62">ecause,</span> while I was in California, I forgot to buy planetarium tickets at the Lawrence Hall of Science, and we <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_64">only</span> had three minutes until <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_65">the</span> show, so I jogged back to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_66">the</span> main entrance, bought the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_67">tickets</span> and jogged back (on a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_68">concrete</span> floor no less) and absolutely nothing went wrong with my body. So there you have it. I am a jogger! And I have been eating <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_69">well</span> all day. I hope I can <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_70">keep</span> this up and win my price next Monday.<br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div></div>Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-23729716678816365112010-01-09T19:50:00.000-08:002010-01-11T18:24:43.077-08:00Inactive Pie Eating in CaliforniaI am in California, helping my oldest daughter, Sophie, with her three little ones while she is between au'pairs. Before I launch into my lack of progress on the eating and exercise front, I would like to lay claim to starting the fad of naming little American girls Sophia/Sophie. My Sophie is 39 years old and at the time Joe and I named her, I truly was unaware of anyone under the age of 70 in the U.S. that shared that name. My Sophie (full name Sophia) is the essence of the name, with dark chestnut curls framing a beautiful heart-shaped, pink-cheeked face. She has dark skin, which shocked me when she was born, because I come from a family where most babies are blond and pale. To complete this perfect archetype of a Sophia, my Sophie has beautiful deep blue eyes, and voluptuous, womanly body. Once, when Sophie was about a year old, Joe and I stopped to get gas, and the gas station attendant spotted Sophie in her car seat, and said, "Your marriage must have been made in heaven, because your daughter looks like an angel. " When my Sophie was about 8 or 9, Bette Midler named her daughter Sophie, and started a trend that could be analysed as a model in social networking. This year Sophia/Sophie is one of the top five most popular baby girl names in the U.S. I guess I shouldn't mind, but it bothers me when I hear a mom call her blond, straight-haired daughter Sophie. And now my two other beautiful daughters' names--Lillian /Lilly and Rose/Rosie are becoming popular too. What is a mother to do?<div><div><br /></div><div>So I am now in Northern California helping the original Sophie and her handsome Italian husband, Federico, with my beautiful, smart, and funny grandkids. I had hoped this would be the occasion for me to get back on track with exercise, but it has been unusually cold and depressingly gray ever since I arrived. Today I discovered a high school track nearby, and a patch of blue sky appeared sheepishly overhead for about 15 minutes right before sunset, so maybe tomorrow will be the day. I also really need to stretch too because this damp, Bay Area fog gets in between my vertebrae and deposits shooting pains and miserable twitches. </div><div><br /></div><div>Despite some half-hearted efforts, my eating has also not recovered from Christmas excesses. Three days ago, I went to the local World Market and they had my favorite Christmas treat--British deep-filled (Joe once misread the label and berated me for eating "deep-fried" pies, as if the real butter crusts weren't bad enough) mini mince-meat pies on sale for 75% off. I once met a woman who told me she lived near the factory in Britain that makes these little wonders, and she said that the whole town smelled wonderfully of simmering raisins, citrus and brandy. </div><div><br /></div><div>I bought ONLY one box of 6 and put it on top of Sophie's refrigerator along with the other goodies she keeps out of the kids' reach. No one but me knows it is there. Now, every time I go to her house, I eat just one. But one mini pie is enough to throw off my blood sugar, and make me crave sweets throughout the day, so I am also consuming the occasional organic, biorythmically produced, compostable (I am in Marin County) double-decker ice-cream cone, or three to six pieces of personally-selected See's candy. So when will I stop this self destructive behavior? In three days, when those yummy little pies are gone. </div><div><br /></div></div>Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-86788174505946196812010-01-01T07:41:00.000-08:002010-01-21T18:06:27.625-08:00New York BlocksI have just returned from three nights in New York to celebrate Allyson's 62nd birthday. We walked and walked and walked. One day I was on my feet for over five hours. That is 15 exercise blocks in my system. There is no way I could have done this before I started my program. So it seems that even though I have not been doing any exercise blocks lately, I have a residual level of fitness that is remaining.<div><br /></div><div>The Bolt bus took seven hours. It was the Sunday after Christmas and there was bumper to bumper traffic from the southern border of New Jersey all the way through the Holland tunnel. We were sitting in the front seats, across the aisle from each other, among a group of middle age travelers. It appears the young and hip go to the back of the bus and immediately plug into their electronic devices. We entertained ourselves with lively discussions, at first with the woman New Yorker to Allyson's right. The conversation centered on saving money at Christmas by shopping for bargains throughout the year. I affirmed that I would be on the look out for cool stocking stuffers for Christmas 2010 during this trip. Allyson mentioned <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">re-gifting</span> the body lotion I had given her because the scent of gardenia was way too strong. With this, the lesbian couple just behind her <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">abruptly</span> entered the conversation, "We quite like gardenia," the woman on the aisle said with a heavy British accent. </div><div><br /></div><div>We saw five very <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">intriguing</span> museums in three days: the Museo del Barrio, the Guggenheim, the Neue Gallery, the Hispanic Society of America Museum, and the Frick. We used the bus system to go up town to Spanish Harlem and loved looking out the the window onto the city sidewalks and store windows as we crept along. We met a professional window dresser looking for work in an ill-conceived Hallmark Store, who claimed he had done the Christmas windows in <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">Bloomingdales</span> and Barneys. As the bus inched by we got a good look at his work, a disturbingly macabre, Victorian view of the holidays. I missed <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">miniature</span> trains and Santa's foot appearing and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">disappearing</span> up a chimney.</div><div><br /></div><div>Allyson is a professor of Spanish and Latin American Studies, so our visit delved into Spanish and Latin American culture with an intensity that I would not have been able to generate on my own. The most unusual place we visited was the Hispanic Society of America Museum with its imposing statue of El Cid in the central courtyard. The wind chill was nine degrees and our leg joints barely worked as we attempted to cross <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">Broadway</span> at west 155th. We thought the gallery door was locked because the wind made it so difficult to open, but a doorman suddenly pulled it open from within. He guided us to a large cloak room which was furnished with amazing Spanish antiques and hung with a fascinating group of Spanish and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">Latin</span> American paintings. The art immobilized us before we even had a chance to begin to unwrap our layers of protective clothing. Allyson, who is cold even on a mild day, was either suffering from hypothermia or dumbstruck by the art because she was rendered speechless for the first 15 minutes of our visit.</div><div><br /></div><div>We used the rest room which was down a winding narrow staircase paneled, as is the rest of the museum, in rich hardwood. It was a huge, cavernous room, with a single, modern, metal toilet stall in one corner and an old, shallow, washtub type sink in the opposite corner. Along one wall was a large, pragmatic wooden dining table, with brochures including one for a Spanish language children's theater. Upstairs, the wood-lined galleries were packed with treasures from Spain and Latin America, all displayed in dim light in rooms with a feel of the 1700s. Everything smelled of mothballs or some other type of wood preservative. The collection, which was put together by the philanthropist, Archer Milton Huntington, was assembled with one aim -- to collect pieces that are in anyway connected to Spain or the Spanish language. Allyson and I were some of the few viewers, so we got personal attention from a women seated in a dim corner selling booklets and postcards in the most casual style imaginable for a public institution. When we asked for specific information she rummaged around in a dark, tall closet behind her only to extract the most beautiful booklets and facsimiles of the fantastic works on display. The museum has some Goya masterpieces, but my favorite is a painting by Velasquez, painted in 1644. It is a painting of a young girl that looked as if she could walk off the canvas into the 21st century.</div><div><br /></div><div>We also saw the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">Kandinsky</span> retrospective at the Guggenheim, which was well worth the hour line which snaked around the block in the bitter cold. The sheer quantity and intensity of Kandinsky's work and its display in the building he helped inspire was mind blowing. After an hour of slowing circling upward with my headphones, dutifully listening to narration and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">contemporaneous</span> classical music composed in no key, I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">felt</span> as if my brain was pleading for a rest from too many neural firings, not to mention that my legs were begging for a rest, burning from <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">exertion</span>. We retreated to the wonderful <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">restaurant</span> on the main floor where, remarkably, there was no wait to sit at the common table. We were surrounded by Italian visitors, who agreed with us that the food was exquisite. I savored the baked parsnip and cauliflower soup with a string of port. Hats off to the chef, whomever she/he may be.</div><div><br /></div><div>Now I am home and feel as if I can walk anywhere. If I ever feel stymied by walking blocks again, I will just hop a train to New York.</div>Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-35942222983907183382009-12-26T12:16:00.000-08:002009-12-26T12:56:25.146-08:00Down to the Last Plate of CookiesChristmas 2009 is over. It was a very good one, full of good cheer, family, friends and delicious meals. It was also very full of cookies. Allyson and I made fourteen different kinds of cookies, which comes to about 600 in all. We <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">spent</span> an entire day unpacking them (half we had frozen as we had baked them earlier in the month), putting each in a decorative paper cup, and then <div><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">re- boxing</span> them in assortments to send off and give away to friends and relatives. Joe and Al did the postal packing and trip to the post office. For the longest time I only ate one of each batch. As they came out of the oven and cooled on the rack, I felt I had to try <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">one</span> of each to make sure they were OK. They were OK. In fact, the were damn good, if I do say so <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">myself</span>.</div><div><br /></div><div> Aside from the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">occasional</span> tast-test cookie, my eating approaching the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">holidays</span> was OK. And them came Dec. 20, a date that shall live in infamy, as the day I gave in to to cookie craving. It <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">began</span> innocently <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">enough</span>, with a single peanut butter <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">cookie</span> for breakfast. The rationale went something like this: peanut butter has protein so this cookie will <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">probably</span> be OK for my blood sugar. Then I ate a second, and then a third. Finally, I told <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">myself</span> that Dec. 20 would be a dietary restriction-free day, so for <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">lunch</span> I had cottage cheese and cookies. And for <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">dinner</span> I had soup and cookies. And before I went to bed, I fixed myself a plate of beautiful, iced Christmas sugar cookies, which are Allyson's specialty. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">There</span> were green trees, pink angels, yellow stars, and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">my</span> absolute favorite, blue snowflakes. I made myself a cup of herbal tea and sat on the sofa, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">enjoying</span> every bite while gradually getting sleepier and sleepier. At 11:00 pm I stumbled off to bed.<div><br /></div><div>At 2:30 am I awoke with something I can only <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">describe</span> as a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">combination</span> kidney stone and gall bladder-like attack, as my digestive track, fined tuned from days of whole wheat, oatmeal and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">vegetables</span>, went into a state of <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">complete</span> rebellion <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">from</span> the cups of butter and sugar I had consumed the day before. I was up and down all night. Now you <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">would</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">think</span> that any rationale person would go back to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">healthy</span> eating the very next morning. But, nope, I went straight back to cookies and other refined carbohydrates. And it has been that way every since, culminating with the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">wonderful</span> prime rib dinner we had yesterday, on <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_37">Christmas</span> day, which included my daughter Lilly's famous candied yams, and was topped off by my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_38">daughter</span> Rose's <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39">amazingly</span> good mince pie and eggnog.</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_41">Within</span> a few days my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_42">stomach</span> has regained its capacity to digest contraband, and I have been sleeping through the night without problems. I have not been exercising. I am <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_44">afraid</span> to get on the scales. Today so far, I am doing better, gradually <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_45">retuning</span> to healthy eating. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_47">Tomorrow</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_48">Allyson</span> and I leave for a three day escape to NYC to see <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_49">Kandinsky</span> at the MOMA and other shows. I am hoping all the walking will help me get my leg strength back. Right now I feel like my first mile might as well be a marathon.</div></div>Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-16807262970444116632009-12-17T11:42:00.000-08:002009-12-17T12:32:01.572-08:00Sick, Sick and Sick Some More!<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Nobody</span> wants to hear about old <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">peoples'</span> illnesses so I haven't been writing for <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">awhile</span>. Yes, I have had two more viruses -- the ten day lung busting cougher and the 48 hour neck <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">radiating</span> head-splitter. Not to mention that every part of my body itches <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">from</span> dry skin. I was under the impression that I was sick all the time my last couple of years at work <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">because</span> my job was physically stressful , especially all the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">plane</span> travel. But <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">apparently</span> I am just a weakling, prone to catching every germ in a ten mile radius. Or <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">perhaps</span> 60 is a year like three or 14 or 33, all years <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">which</span> I spent working my way through virus after virus after infection for no good reason.<div><br /></div><div>My exercise <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">regime</span> is at a halt. Now that I am better I must start again, but a cold gray winter sky makes outside look very <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">inhospitable. I</span>nside we have a roaring fire and a beautiful tree, decorated by Allyson's and my grandchildren, with an over abundance of every kind of ornament imaginable. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">Under</span> the tree is a profusion of gifts, each beautifully wrapped by Allyson or me. Gift <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">wrapping</span> seems to be the only activity I can truly enjoy while sneezing, scratching and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">coughing</span>. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">Don't</span> worry those of you who are my gift list. I washed my hands after every sneeze or <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">sniffle</span>. I love the wrapping process, all the colored papers and the contrasting ribbons, wide or narrow, shiny and curly or straight and textured. Adding the little gift cards to each package makes me especially happy. The gift cards make the presents seem finished and personal. How I love paper! It is one of life's greatest blessings.</div><div><br /></div><div>I am also baking, but <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">believe</span> it or not I am not <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">overeating</span>. I am still in a good food period that is reflected in my declining weight on the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">scales</span>. I am down 15 pounds now. I keep telling myself it ought to be easier to walk. I am able to visualize 15 butter boxes removed from various <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">parts of my body</span>. This is a ready <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">image</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">because</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">every</span> cookie <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">recipe</span> requires at least half a box of butter. After I bake them, I pack them in perfect geometric patterns in plastic containers and pop them in the freezer for unpacking <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">day</span>, when they all <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">emerge</span> and Al and I put each cookie in a colorful paper cup and arrange them in assortments for gift giving.</div><div><br /></div><div>As you can probably <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">tell</span> I am into Christmas big time. I keep <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_36">thinking of</span> the scene in the grandparent's house from the movie <i>Fanny and Alexander</i>, which <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_39">captured</span> a feeling I am <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_40">hoping</span> to pass on to my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_41">grandchildren</span>. It's a feeling of <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_42">comfort</span>, warmth and joy, and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_43">also of </span>peace and h<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_44">armony</span>. OK, that may be a bit unrealistic given the size of my family, but at least I can feel peaceful <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_45">and</span> harmonious, and hope that my mood is as contagious as the local viruses.</div>Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-58509788861748229412009-11-30T09:47:00.000-08:002009-11-30T10:51:02.853-08:00Why I Craved Celery TodayToday I opened the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">refrigerator</span> to get a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">snack</span> and saw a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">cool,</span> crisp piece of celery that was washed and trimmed. It looked great. I ate it and washed it down with a glass of fresh, filtered water from our refrigerator. This was a a first. I actually think I may have succeeded in changing my eating habits. With the exception of Thanksgiving and Kenny's and Joe's birthdays, I have been eating very well for the past two months. I have rarely had any refined grain products, and almost no sweets. <div><br /></div><div>Why I have been able to stick to my pre-diabetic diet for the first time is a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">mystery</span> to me. But I have <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">several</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">theories</span>. One is that I am much less stressed out than while I was working, so I am not eating to sooth myself or because I am exhausted. The second is that regular exercise has reduced my cravings. The third is that my life is changing, and I am avoiding behaviors that make me tired and frustrated, and thus am less likely to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">over eat</span>.</div><div><br /></div><div>One change is that I am trying to let go of the n<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">otion</span> that I have to fix everything that goes wrong or might go wrong with my daughters or husband. I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">grew</span> up having to know how to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">avoid</span> the wrath of a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">maniacal</span> mother and deal with a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">chronically</span> depressed father. I learned at an early age to be able to read mood and body language and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">to</span> understand and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">mitigate</span> unpleasant <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">circumstances</span>. I used these skills in school to be the A student who always seemed to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">know</span> just <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">what</span> the professor wanted or needed to hear. I used the skills in the workplace to convince those around me to do whatever was required to make the office go smoothly. And I got lots of <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">positive</span> feedback for these behaviors.</div><div><br /></div><div>But these behaviors took time and energy and did not <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">allow</span> me to do things that were new, creative, or just plain fun. So now is the time to do whatever I please, and I really have no excuses to hold me back, except that it is difficult to change old patterns. The the first change was the hardest. For me that was starting to exercise. Now other changes are coming with surprising rapidity. So maybe this is why I craved celery today.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div> </div>Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-18400470023795401762009-11-23T06:05:00.001-08:002009-11-24T11:09:33.772-08:00An Active Life of ThoughtSince the grand kids went back to school in September, I have been experimenting with unplanned thinking. This a new concept for me. My mind works by keeping a never-ending day-planner front and center in the executive center of my brain. Each day there are short-term goals (take a bath), medium-term goals (finish my Christmas shopping) and long-term goals (run a a mile). For forty years, I have woken each day knowing exactly what I wanted/needed to do. Unless my body backfired on me, I generally achieved what I had planned.<br /><br />Now I am experimenting by leaving some time unstructured, to do whatever I feel like doing. And most of this time I spend thinking. My own thoughts about life, nature, philosophy, art, you-name-it, are endlessly interesting to me. If I read, or see an exhibition of painting or a go to a movie, this creates enough material for me to think about for at least two or three days. It is intensely pleasurable.<br /><br /><br />But there are several problems with this choice of life style. The first is dealing with my own guilt. I have a pretty heavy dose of the puritan work ethic. The second is dealing with the reactions of others. When I tell them I am thinking, the most common response is, "you deserve a rest!" This inevitably makes me angry because I think everyone should have time to think even if they haven't been busy for forty years. It also angers me because my thinking, although directed internally, is a very active pursuit and I am not just lying around doing nothing. Another problem is exercise. Thinking is cutting into my exercise time. This combined with not having an outdoor pool and sunshine, has reduced me to doing only one or two blocks per day. The blocks alternate between walking, which I still hate, and stretching, which I enjoy.<br /><br /><br />On the positive side, thinking has reduced my stress level and my compulsive eating is less evident. It is much easier for me to stick to my pre-diabetic diet most of the time. My weight has continued to decline at the rate of about 2 pounds per month, so I am now down ten pounds. I feel good physically and mentally. Each day is different because my mind takes me to different places.<br /><br /><br />Another change is that now, when I am in a social setting, I am very outgoing. I have always been an introvert who extroverts well, but it has been a challenge. I am definitely not a party person. In the past, after large social gatherings, I always felt like a had to go home and assume a fetal position mentally (physically I was way too fat and stiff to even attempt this.) I have always preferred small gatherings and especially intense one-on-one discussions to big bashes, unless I host the bash at my house. I am sure this is a control issue, but I feel like I can be myself when entertaining in my on home.<br /><br />Last night we were invited to an engagement party for my nephew and his wonderful girlfriend. I genuinely had a good time. But perhaps I over did it. With one glass of bubbly (I generally don't drink any more because of my blood sugar), I was prompted to tell the saga of how Joe and I met and decided to marry, which is not the romantic story that would be appropriate for the occasion. As if this weren't bad enough, I then expounded on some of Joe's old girlfriends, making him mad. It was probably not the best choice of subject matter, but what can I say. All my inward energy exploded in a barrage of verbiage. Thankfully, the center of attention of the evening remained on the beautiful young couple, sharing their joy with their family. I think I will leave it there.Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-85898344655639630962009-11-01T10:01:00.000-08:002009-11-01T10:48:02.277-08:00Back at LastI have been gone from this blog for a long time during which I have experienced a period of inactivity and introspection. I am not really certain what external factors led me to drop out of my exercise program. -- there were illnesses, back problems and family issues, but to me the inability to get my body going seemed more internal. During this inactive period I felt entitled to do nothing on some days. After all, I have kept to a rather tight schedule for forty years. I also felt I needed silence and time where I did not have to deal with other people. I must say that I am a true introvert, in the sense that I feel the most centered when I spend time alone in silence.<br /><br />And then of course there are sports. October is my favorite month. It features the <br />World Series (my oldest daughter when she was five called it the World Serious because of how determined I was not to be interrupted during the games.) There is also both college and professional football. But please do not ask me about the Redskins. Their performance alone is enough to drive me into a catatonic state. And my grandsons are playing football and doing very well at winter swim meets. During the past month I also watched the President's Cup, the world tack and field championships, the world gymnastic championships, iceskating and world cup ski racing.<br /><br />But whatever the many reasons for my withdraw from blogging and exercise, I now feel ready to come back to this part of my life. Today, Allyson and I did two walking blocks at Brookside Gardens. It was raining and the last survivors of the amazingly colored fall leaves still held tenaciously to the trees. The chrysanthemums were vibrant. They were pruned to form perfect balls and topiaries which offended my sensibilities. I prefer wild gardens, or those with subtle structure.<br /><br />Allyson and I have been developing a small conservatory in our sun room. We have a gardenia, an evergreen, a mum and some ferns. I also have a small jade plant that I hope to use to start a bonsai garden. The sun room 's air seems wet and super oxygenated. We bought a wicker chaise lounge and several chairs, and I love to have my morning coffee in there. I feel as if air is rejuvenating.<br /><br />I also feel I can now reach out to friends again, and put words on the computer, so I expect to be writing more often. I feel like I can return to my exercise program. Tomorrow we are going to Miami for a few days, and I am looking forward to many hours in the pool and the ocean.Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-83728515960291188652009-09-16T07:26:00.000-07:002009-09-20T17:13:19.383-07:00The Homeric WallopWallop is a term my housemate, Allyson, uses to describe a series of bad events that are beyond control and leave you exhausted, depressed, and with little energy to fight back. Last week I received a wallop of epic proportions, at least from the perspective of someone spoiled by retirement and on a journey to better health and fitness.<br /><br />Last week I had a routine appointment to remove a non-cancerous growth on the inside of my knee. The procedure was painless, but what I was not prepared for was the large (the size of a fifty cent piece) open wound which had to be bandaged and prevented me from entering a public swimming pool. Then on Thursday I awoke with a sharp pain in my back right molar that shot down my jaw. This necessitated an emergency root canal, during which my dentist put so much pressure on my jaw that I developed a painful crook in my neck that did not allow me to turn my head to the right.<br /><br />On Friday, I awoke to a residual jaw ache, a neck ache and a painful stomach which I attributed to the pain killers I had been taking. Unfortunately this was a missed diagnosis and I proceeded to develop a four day bout with a rough stomach and intestinal virus. By the weekend, during which I had planned to clean my office and bake a birthday cake and a brisket for my five year-old grandson, Pierre, (who loves meat), I was laid out in bed, miserable, feeling walloped. My mind took a turn for the depressive side and I felt that all my efforts to improve my physical condition and run a mile would never succeed.<br /><br />What saved me from this bout of self-pity, was the book I am reading, <em>the Odyssey</em> by Homer. As I lay there miserable in body and heart, I came to think that the Great Achilles, son of Zeus, and God of foot speed, was taking direct aim at me during my heroic journey to run a mile run at a competitive track meet. But what had I done to cause the great God's indignation? Certainly not striving for good health and walking around Brookside Garden? And then it hit me. I had bragged about my zen moment on the path in this very blog!<br /><br />With that thought I came to the passage where Odysseus sails close to the cave of Skylla, the horrible monster with twelve tentacled legs and six heads, and <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">believes</span> he is sneaking upon her (note: monsters in literature are <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">usually</span> "her") until:<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><div align="left">"By heaven! when she</div><div align="left">vomited, all the sea was like a cauldron</div><div align="left">seething over intense fire, when the mixture </div><div align="left"><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">suddenly</span> heaves and rises..."1</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">This sent be <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">running</span> for the bathroom head hung in the toilet bowl.</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">Afterwards I composed this:</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">Oh Achilles, God of flight, take pity on this woman</div><div align="left">whose heroic voyage to be fleet of foot</div><div align="left">has mired in this bed of deep malaise. Forgive her for the </div><div align="left">words of pride, which she so thoughtlessly bestowed </div><div align="left">upon this audience. </div><div align="left">She has learned now, oh winged one, son of Zeus, </div><div align="left">to respect that your gift is rare</div><div align="left">through heaving bouts spent in the loos.</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">This morning I felt much better and did two blocks of floor exercise. Tomorrow, God willing, I will return to the track.</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">1 " Homer, "The <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Odyssey</span>," translated by Robert Fitzgerald, 1961.</div>Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-34647294278628091112009-09-10T09:31:00.000-07:002009-09-10T10:33:06.487-07:00Home Again....Getting Re-StartedI am now back home after a month away. My house feels luxurious. I love my beautiful large kitchen, comfortable king-sized bed with good quality sheets, cable TV and soaking tub. I can't <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">believe</span> how fortunately I am.<br /><br />After a <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">few days</span> of self-congratulatory bliss, it is time to get started again on my <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">exercise</span> program. With some exceptions, I was reasonably active while I <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">traveled</span>, and I watched what I ate, so I still feel in pretty good <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">shape</span>. Stretching feels great. The exercises are like old friends <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_7" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">and are</span> helping my spine recover from the minimalism of <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_8" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Scandinavian</span> beds (they do not have box springs and mattresses, but <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_10" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">instead</span> a sort of lumpy combination base covered by two light down comforters in duvets, which you sleep between.)<br /><br />Today I began my track work again. Unfortunatley the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_12" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">high</span> school track where I used to walk was locked because school is now in session, so I <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_13" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">went</span> to Brookside Gardens near my house. I can't <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_15" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">believe</span> I have been letting such a <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_16" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">beautiful</span> place go untouched by my eyes and feet. The <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_18" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Japanese</span> maples are a full, rusty red, and perfectly placed behind the Japanese style <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_20" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">pavilion</span>.<br /><br />Giant cut rocks form natural benches. They were hard to resist. The first <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_21" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">hundred</span> feet or so my legs were leaden, but from past <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_22" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">experience</span> I know if I keep going they will lighten. Sure enough after about ten minutes there was a spring in my step. Unlike the track, the Garden's paths gently rise and fall <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_24" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">around</span> a <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_25" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">beautiful</span> like filled with water <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_26" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">lilies</span>. So I actually had to walk uphill. As I <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_27" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">approached</span> the first rise, I felt a bit <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_28" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">intimidated</span>, but I told myself if it was too hard, I could take a rest one of the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_29" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">beautiful</span> rocks. But I made it, jauntily stepping out to cover the slight incline quickly.<br /><br />On the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_30" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">opposite</span> side of the lake I approached an Asian man about my age, who was simply standing on the side of the path, looking and breathing. I stopped and stood beside him for awhile <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_31" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">experiencing</span> the first cool air of fall, and my breath. My body felt energized yet calm.Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-44653924345456618772009-08-30T09:43:00.000-07:002009-09-04T09:09:20.421-07:00Four Blocks in NorwayI have realized on this vacation that I love water. This love runs deeper than just watching rolling waves or water falls. For my mental health and motivation I must submerge myself in water regularly. Ocean, river or pool really doesn't matter, I just need to feel <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">buoyant</span> every few days.<br /><br />This piece of self knowledge came to me after several days of exploring the Norwegian Fjords on small passenger ships. We disembarked to spend the night at the historic Kivknes' hotel overlooking the Sognefjord. There was no swimming pool, but the desk attendant offered a dip in the Fjord. In the morning I walked down to inspect. The sea water could be entered by descending metal steps covered with algae. Never mind that it was overcast, with only a slip of sun showing, and the water was about 60 degrees. I looked into the beautiful green gray water and felt a primal urge to throw myself in and swim to the dock about 100 feet away. I returned to the hotel for my suit and a towel. I also asked Joe to come with me in case I had heart attack. But by the time we returned thesunlight had retreated and it had begun to rain. I lost the impulse.<br /><br />I will not even try to describe to you the transcendent beauty of the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Norwegian</span> coast. You will just have to come for yourself. I am very fortunate to be sighted and here. So I will not complain. But I will say that traveling for several weeks is not conducive to my training regime. I have been feeling very tired and not very motivated. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Fortunately</span> yesterday we took a bus from the fjords to Voss, and there was a hotel with a swimming pool, so today for the first time in weeks I did my four blocks and I feel much more energetic.<br /><br />I have enjoyed sizing up the Norwegians. Here fat is not an issue. I haven't seen a single fat Norwegian. What is obvious is that these folks are amazingly gritty, fit and big boned. Some have size, but by no <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">stretch</span> of the imagination would I describe them as overweight. This is very inspiring. Our bus driver, Ragnar, was a an <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_8" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">archetype</span> -- bearded and ruddy with very strong hands and a broad back, he described the scenery with a minimum of words. We were sitting in the the front seat, so I could see his expression and he was quite pleased with himself as he described his home turf. At one point he pointed to a building and said that it was a small factory -- for smoked sheep's heads. He explained in some detail the process of splitting the heads, and removing the brains, tongue and glands. The many British and Japanese passengers on our bus were stunned into silence, grimacing and holding their stomachs as he confidently maneuvered the large bus around hairpin turns up the mountain. He explained that smoked sheep's head was now a delicacy, although in poorer times it had helped feed the people. " Of course," he said, "you may need to drink a lot of local beer before eating. Some people find it hard to eat with their dinner staring at them. But I think its better than having it talk to you." I couldn't agree more.<br /><br />When we got to a stop at a local hotel perched above an eye popping waterfall, we were informed the old highway down was closed because of a 2 km race up the road which Ragnar told us climbed at a twenty degree angle. As we pulled into the parking lot he drove the bus up very close to a parked car where a woman in her late <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_10" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">thirties</span> or forties, red-faced <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_11" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">from</span> running the climb, was changing clothes in the open air. She pulled her singlet off over her head revealing a large -boned, <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_12" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">muscular</span> and buxom torso clothed in textured long underwear that stuck to her curves. "This," said Ragnar proudly, " is our mayor, Mary Ann <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_14" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Orland</span>. She is very ..........fit. " His voice turned wistful. Mary Ann smiled at him in a very knowing way, leaving me to conclude that her run had left her with plenty of energy to give the charming <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_15" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Ragnar</span> a roll in the hay.Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-69783520814975969722009-08-26T08:11:00.000-07:002009-09-04T09:17:00.681-07:00A Lapse in Denmark<p>I knew when I started this program that there would be times when I would have a hard time with motivation. This is one of those times. Since arriving in Denmark my back has hurt, my stomach is uneasy and I am finding it hard to generate enough energy to do sightseeing, let alone strenuous exercise. Fortunately, my <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">appetite</span> is also a bit sketchy, so I doubt I am gaining any weight. </p><p>Yesterday we drove to Skagen which is at the tip of Jutland. It is an <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">amazing</span> place, where Denmark's landmass comes to a very distinct point-- a long sandbar that extends into the ocean separating two seas (the Danish names for these seas sound something like Kitty Kat and Skata Ract but the actual spelling looks entirely different- nothing in Danish is pronounced anything like it is <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">written</span>). On the east side of the sand bar large rough breakers move toward the west where they meet the softer surf which flows from west to east. You can walk along the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">sand spit</span> and wade into the waters where the two seas meet. </p><p>After the three hour car trip my mood was bad and my back hurt, but I climbed the first dune and looked at the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_8" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">sand spit</span> ahead. Hundreds of people, young and old, were making the walk of about a mile and a half. I decided to force myself to do the walk with my husband who was eager to get out of the car and get moving. I made it up and down the second dune and then on to the flat spit where I <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_9" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">began</span> to walk toward the point. After five minutes of walking in the soft sand my legs and back hurt and I burst into tears. I didn't want to even try to go forward. I urged my husband to continue without me and I walked back slowly. Half way I stopped at the grave of a Danish writer who is <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_11" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">buried</span> there. There were little rocks and flowers on the top of the gravestone. I spent at least ten minutes <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_12" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">rearranging</span> them; concentrating on their textures as I built small towers. </p><p>I continued to the parking lot and souvenir shop where I discovered a huge sand tractor that pulled a trailer full of non-walkers to the tip of the sand spit every half hour or so, but I didn't board it for fear I would miss my <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_13" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">husband</span> when he returned. The whole episode made me feel abnormal -- incapable of doing things that most people seem to be able to do with ease.</p><p>Today after a long sleep, a pain pill for my back and a beer with lunch I feel a bit more optimistic. Perhaps I am just worn out from all my travel or have a mild virus. I have decided not to push myself for the remainder of the vacation. In the coming week we will be on a self guided tour of Norway including Oslo, some of the southern fjords, and Bergen. We will travel by train, bus and boat, staying in historic hotels and inns along the way. I am just going to relax about exercise and enjoy the trip. When I get home early in September I will resume my regular exercise program, I hope.</p>Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-63466387324766650212009-08-21T06:26:00.000-07:002009-08-23T13:40:36.951-07:00Denmark<p>I am writing this from Denmark. I arrived back in Silver Spring from California on Monday and left for Denmark on Wednesday. This may seem crazy, but I had a travel opportunity I just couldn't pass up. My husband, Joe, and I are house-sitting for a very kind friend in Ullerslev, which is a quiet village on the great island of Fyn. The house, which was her childhood home, is filled with old photos, and family mementos. It is comfortable, quiet and relaxing. The air is clean and smells of the sea. It has a large yard with green grass and an apple tree which is dropping fruit. We are enjoying our stay. It is a great break from our hectic life at home, with all the anxiety and excitement that come with having a big familiy and living near an urban area. Life here seems to be without angst, perhaps because of the wonderful Danish social safety net or perhaps because the Danes seem to be a naturally happy and guileless lot.</p><p>One thing they are not is totally skinny. Before we left, Joe, who is of normal U.S. size, told me he was worried he would feel fat here, because he imagined all the Danes to be tall and thin. The young are, but folks our age have generally added some girth. I have not seen anyone who is morbidly obese, but I have seen plenty of prosperous, chubby, and content looking folks in their fifties or sixties. Regardless of their size, people seem to be in good health and reasonably fit. People of all ages ride bicycles everywhere. I am impressed by middle-aged folks who easily swing their legs over the seat to mount their bikes, or coast with one leg on the peddle but with their entire body on one side of the bike as they slow to park in one of the thousands of public bicycle racks. Because I lived in the country as a child, I could ride a horse well at five, but didn't learn to ride a bike until age ten. I have never felt comfortable on one, which is too bad because it would be a great way to get in my exercise blocks here.</p><p>Instead I am stretching and walking and trying to locate the municipal swimming pool. I stretched this morning for the first time since stretching on the Berkeley High infield two weeks ago. I am totally stiff and my back is sore from the airplane and all the driving. For me, the sitting postion is a killer. The good news is that on the plane I didn't have to ask for a seat belt extender and I could gyrate holding my body at a 30 degree angle to extricate myself from the window seat to go to the batthroom without too much difficulty. </p><p>After I stretched, Joe and I walked together around the field at the local school and watched the kids at play. The young ones had the most beautiful wooden tricycles and scooters to ride and a great wooden fort on stilts to play in. There were several soccer fields, tennis courts and large grassy fields so they could exercise. All the kids seemed to be of healthy body size. I fear US policies are forcing our schools to be so preoccupied with academics (to make sure we are keeping pace with the Japaneese) that we are cheating our kids out of the health and pleasure which come from playing outdoors during the school day.</p><p>Now we are in an internet cafe in Odense, a larger city 20 km from our village, and I just completed another block of urban walking. So far I must admit that all the excersie is difficult. I don't feel motivated. Perhpas it is jet lag, exhaustion from my previous travel with my grandchildren, or the relaxed civility of this place, but all I want to do is sleep. I will now go home and take a nap.</p><p></p><p></p><p></p>Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-85704206208579946922009-08-16T18:57:00.000-07:002009-08-17T21:52:52.034-07:00CampingI am sitting in a hotel room in San Rafael, CA, surrounded by open suitcases with about five loads of dirty laundry poking out or thrown on the floor beside them. I have been camping for two nights. Now, let me say from the beginning that tent camping with four children is one big exercise block. Only my most intrepid daughter, Rose, my youngest, was brave enough to go with me, so we were two adults with four kids, ages 10, 9, 7 and 4.<br /><br />We chose to camp in the far north region of <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">California</span> in Panther Flat <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Campground</span>, which is run<br />(very nicely) by the USDA Forest Service. I am very glad that it is not a State of <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">California</span> campground or it would be <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">threatened</span> with closure as a result of the current California budget crisis. The campground is small and intimate with lovely trees, but also with some open sunny campsites. Down one side of it runs the Smith River, one of the most beautiful, untouched wild rivers remaining in the Continental U.S.<br /><br />Because I recall the days when you had to show up early to get a prime campsite, I ignored the fact that that we had reserved a site on the internet<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-error"></span>, and left the hotel for the two hour drive north from Arcata<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-error"></span> at 6:30 AM. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Of course</span>, when we arrived our campsite was still occupied, so we parked down on the flat by the river and started to look around on foot. My daughter and the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_7" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">grandkids</span> went running up a steep trail toward the campsite and I overcame my resistance to walking uphill, and followed slowly behind. I was was quite proud of myself at first, for although I had to catch my breath a little at each switchback, I was making good progress until I caught the tip of my running shoe on a tree root, and took a nasty fall on a rock beside the trail. In case you haven't given this any thought, fat people fall harder than thin people do. I was shaken and scared.<br /><br />But thanks to my excellent bone health (the dexa scan my thorough internist ordered <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_9" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">affirmed</span> my assessment that fat people like me people who grow up on dairy farms wrestling hay bales and fifty pound sacks of grain and who claim cheese as their favorite food, have thick bones), I was bruised but fine. I retreated to the car to examine the damage, and stayed there until my daughter returned saying we could check in.<br /><br />Setting up camp and making sandwiches for lunch was a snap, except for the yellow jackets we attracted. After our first meal, we put on our swimsuits and headed to the river. To reach my favorite swimming hole, we had to enter the river from a rocky trail head and float downstream over many slippery rocks. The river was icy cold, but as clear as if it has been filled with Dasani. We could see fish swimming beneath us. The younger kids wore life jackets and floated down behind Rose and me, shivering and squealing in a combination of glee and hypothermia. We arrived at a small beach, beyond which the river deepened to form a natural pool. The opposite bank of the river was a rocky cliff with many small ledges, from which the young and agile among us, including my intrepid Rose, jumped into the deep water. We swam and lay in the sand in silence. I reminded my oldest grandsons who had been there before with me, that this is where I want my ashes spread (please do not report this to USDA).<br /><br />Making our way back upstream dragging the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_11" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">little</span> ones was quite a workout, but I was up to it because of all my lap swimming and water walking. We ate heartily that night and sat around the campfire eating smores<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_12" class="blsp-spelling-error"></span>, as I told my <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_13" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">grandchildren</span> the "Moon Stories" my father made-up. We slept comfortably on air <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_14" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">mattresses</span> in our two tents, and didn't wake until 8:00 AM!<br /><br />The next day we repeated these activities and I felt relaxed and happy until the third morning when we had to break camp and attempt to stuff all our gear into the suitcases from whence it had come. We rolled, folded, swept off dirt, and crammed for four hours until all six of us were exhausted. Kenny, age 10, and Lawrence, age 9, were indispensible. Exhausted we climbed into our packed car and happily sped off to the comfort of the hotel, where we all took very long showers.<br /><br />I feel exhilarated but exhausted. Tomorrow I am looking forward to <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_15" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">stretching</span> on the carpet and water walking in the hotel pool.Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-56011509066243960852009-08-09T20:31:00.000-07:002009-08-13T17:49:34.107-07:00My Home TownI am visiting my home town, Arcata<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"></span>, CA. Anyone who grew up in a small town and returns many years later, must share a similar <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">experience</span>. It is a bit disappointing. The distances are much shorter and the buildings much smaller than I <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">experienced</span> them as a child. Jones Variety, the store that once attracted me because of its shelf of new-smelling plastic dolls and a candy counter where <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">fifty</span> cents went a long way toward a bag of <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">chocolate</span> stars, is now a thrift shop. The smell of used clothing wafted out as I walked by the open door.<br /><br />But my home town still has something special-- it is one of the most beautiful places in the world. Here the majestic redwood forests <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">descend</span> to the edge of the dramatic and breathtakingly beautiful <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">coastline</span> where huge breakers splash over craggy rocks. The ocean is fed by glassy watered rivers which pool into swimming holes for those hardy enough to brave the cold.<br /><br />But almost everyone who lives here seems to be in a stupor. This may be because Arcata<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7"></span> is in Humboldt County, the marijuana capitol of the world. But I also believe the fierce beauty of this place makes the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">inhabitants</span> feel that human activities such as going to school or having a career are insignificant compared to what the natural world can provide.<br /><br />Being dropped back into this place makes me feel lazy. My seven grandchildren, and two of my daughters are here too, so if I had even 15 minutes to myself, I would love to take a nap protected by a sand dune or fall asleep in a mossy corner of a Redwood grove. Instead I am planning how to get my four blocks in tomorrow. I plan to go to the local swimming pool for some water walking and swimming and then see if the local high school has a track that is open to the public. I could <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">of course</span>, walk down the beach. But I am afraid I would be intoxicated by the beauty and end up sitting, drawing my name in the sand repeatedly, or just watching the seagulls dive for fish.<br /><br />Its really important that I do my blocks because yesterday we all ate at the Home Town Buffet. It is all you can eat, and I ate all I could eat -- fried chicken, mashed potatoes, mushy green beans, and two of the doughiest raised dinner rolls I have ever eaten with a pat of butter each. I followed this by a large piece of lemon pie. Many of the fellow diners were also obese, so I would have felt at home going for seconds, except, that I was stuffed. I actually stopped eating when full. That is good because driving here from San Francisco I ate compulsively: a bag of beef jerky, a small bag of BBQ potato chips, ten or fifteen Hershy kisses and three Milano cookies. Let's hope that tomorrow, when I resume my exercise, I will also resume healthy eating.Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-35187052935103551382009-08-06T18:57:00.000-07:002009-08-06T20:27:40.768-07:00Taking it on the RoadI am on vacation and facing the challenge of staying on my exercise program while away from home. This morning two of my grandsons and I drove to the track at Berkeley High School. While I did three blocks of walking and stretching, they lapped me as they jogged several miles. This is their month of vacation from swim practice, so they are staying in shape along side me. Surprisingly, Astroturf, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"></span>or whatever they call it these days, is great for floor exercise. It's very clean compared to real grass or even the floor of my living room.<br /><br />It was such a pleasure to walk on a track in morning fog, with the wind of the of San Francisco Bay in my face as I made the first turn. Now I know why all the US distance runners train in Oregon. I wish I could join them. Despite knowing its a necessity, I really hate to sweat. I have very thick hair and at home the sweat starts within in my scalp, wetting the the roots of my hair and working its way outward until it is drips off my bangs into my eyes. Walking in fog reverses this process. The cool vapor condenses on the ends of my hair and gradually works its way inward cooling my scalp.<br /><br />After our workout we headed for San Francisco, and spent the rest of the day at a science museum and walking in the beautiful landscaping of Yerba Buena<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"></span><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"></span> Gardens. I easily got in another block of stair climbing and ramp walking as well as just general city strolling. This was all well and good until we happened to pass " Ice Bee<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"></span>, Free Style Swirling," an extraordinary ice cream parlor. The place was tiled with exquisite Biazza <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"></span>Italian glass mosaic tiles, and lined with an even more exquisite line of softserve<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5"></span> ice cream nozzles. There were twenty flavors, or thirty if you count swirling two conjoined flavors together. Each customer takes a pint cup and works their way down the row of nozzles taking whatever they want. I took banana, chocolate, and peanut butter and crowned it with smashed-up peanut butter cups from the toppings bar.<br /><br />Oh well, as my grandson said, "We're on vacation!"Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-90382804217266174112009-08-01T06:59:00.000-07:002009-08-01T08:31:24.746-07:00ProgressIt is now the end of week five and I am making progress. I can now walk quite briskly for one and a half miles on the track and swim slowly for twenty minutes without hanging on the edge of the pool gasping after each length. I am quite limber, especially my legs and back.<br /><br />Last time I went to the doctor my blood sugar was 111 and my blood pressure was so low while I was lying down , the nurse made me stand up to take it again. This time in was 110/50. My stamina has improved a great deal and I feel much peppier. There is a spring in my step as I go down stairs each morning. Last night I hosted a birthday party for my seven year old <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">granddaughter</span>, and at the end of the evening my legs were not even tired.<br /><br />But what has changed the most is my attitude toward exercise. I actually like to walk on the track now, if I can get there early <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">enough</span> that it is not terribly hot and humid. I love my water walking and enjoy swimming. I am trying to incorporate the stroke improvements I have seen in my grandchildren this summer. I do a reasonably good pull-out in breast stroke and streamline like a dolphin off the wall in free. Stretching is now so routine, I really can't go without it for more than 48 hours. I used to <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">struggle</span> with <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">insomnia</span> some nights. Now I fall asleep easily and sleep very soundly.<br /><br />But apparently this is not enough. What everyone wants to know is if have I lost any weight. This is actually very unimportant to me, since the point of my <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">training</span> is to run a mile, regardless of my weight. But since everyone asks constantly, the answer is, "Yes, I have lost five pounds." Actually the week before my retirement I had ballooned to 282, and now I am back to 277. When I tell people this some look <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">discouraged</span>, but I am not. My clothes fit much better and I feel great, so I really don't care what the scale says.<br /><br />The other thing everyone wants to know is if I am dieting. And the answer is a resounding, "No." I have no <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">intention</span> of ever dieting again. It just makes me too miserable and I always gain the weight back. I try to keep to a pre-diabetic diet whenever possible, but I d<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_8" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">on't</span> count calories, or carbs or grams of fat, for that matter. I butter my wholewheat bread and do not intend to stop. And when I really want it, I eat cake or ice cream.<br /><br />Even <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_10" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">though</span> weight loss is not my goal, I do expect to lose more weight as my fitness level increases. The last time I was fit was forty years ago in college. Instead of gaining the freshman ten, I actually lost 48 pounds my first two years in college because I took four to six dance classes a week --- Martha Graham technique modern dance, ballet, point and jazz. Back then my normal diet was cheeseburgers, Hostess Cupcakes and milk. I loved to go into the campus coffee shop and hear my classmates who worked there yell my order to the cook, "Cheesebouger!" Coming from <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_12" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">California</span>, I was charmed by all the East Coast accents <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_13" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">around</span> me.<br /><br />As I added more and more dance classes to my week, a funny thing happened. One day I sat down to my lunch and after the first bite of the first cupcake (there were always two to a package in those days, but as an indicator of our nation's obesity they now come three to a package), I just <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_14" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">couldn't</span> eat it. All that exercise had done something. Perhaps it had changed my brain chemistry or readjusted my endocrine system. In any case, I just started eating less and less and dancing more and more until at the end of my <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_15" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Sophomore</span> year, I weighted 121 lbs.<br /><br />And what happened next? I moved in with the man who is now my husband, and had three daughters in six years while going to college, graduate school, and working part-time. And I gave up dancing. Each year I gained five or ten pounds. At first it was not so noticeable but by age thirty-five I was obese and I just kept gaining. So that is why I am in no hurry. It took me forty years to gain this weight, so I am okay if it takes me forty years to lose it.Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320142674781518395.post-8047301763443675902009-07-20T13:44:00.000-07:002009-07-20T14:33:29.093-07:00Week FourToday I am <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">beginning</span> week four of my program. My body is under going subtle changes. My back and legs are far more limber. It is much easier for me to tie my shoes. Now I practically bound up the stairs of my house, while a month ago I had to drag <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">myself</span> up and was breathless at the top. Although I <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">still</span> prefer the water, I have worked up to a mile at a time walking on the track.<br /><br />Along with the capacity to exercise, I am also learning patience, which is <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">definitely</span> not one of my strong points. Last week, for example, I came down with a virus and was sidelined for four days. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Fortunately</span> two of the days were Saturday <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">and</span> Sunday, which are my days off. But on Monday and Tuesday, I pretty much stuck to the couch daydreaming and napping. Being sick while retired is really a lot nicer than while working. If this virus had struck during my working life, I would have gone into the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">office</span> anyway, prolonging the bug and probably infecting my colleagues. Instead, this time I dozed my way through it, patiently allowing my body to deal with the pathogen at its own pace.<br /><br />The lazy couch time reminded of the days during my childhood when I was allowed to stay home alone when I was sick, while my mother worked in town and my dad worked on our ranch nearby. I was never lonely and enjoyed having the house to myself. My favorite solitary game was to pretend I was a shopkeeper, selling my mother's many pieces of fine china and <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_8" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Wedgwood</span> to imaginary customers. After showing them around the built-in hutches in our dining room, I would <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_9" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">unstick</span> the pieces they selected from the shelves (my mother never dusted so things were pretty grimy), wash them, wrap them in newspaper and put them in grocery bags. I would continue this until mid afternoon, when I would unpack everything and put it back on the shelves. Strangely, I never once broke a single piece.<br /><br />It took a few days after I got over my illness <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_10" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">to get</span> my strength and stamina back. On the first day back I did only one exercise block, then two and on the third day, finally the full set of four. This took a lot of patience, but I am slowly learning to trust my body, rather than to fight with it. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_11" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Perhaps</span> the most remarkable change is that I now look forward to exercise, at least most of the time. I am excited about what I can accomplish during the next two weeks before I leave for vacation. I plan to intensify some blocks. I may even attempt to jog for the first time!Marthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11752889163037705917noreply@blogger.com3